Broken Hearted Tears

Back to LJ so it seems.......

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 07:56:01 GMT

I've come to the conclusion that it's time for me to grow up.
It's time for me to plan out the next 20 years of my life and stick with it for once.......but I'll do it after my birthday this Monday ;)

One last fortnight of mindless fun....
One last fortnight of no regrets....

For months I've been a shoulder to many a friend, and most of all my family.
For months I went out with a girl with a beautiful soul, My Jess, and held back on my life to be with her.
Now I have to put my needs first.
Have to chop of my long red hair (Nooooooo!!!) and bring back the short black spikey hair. (Don't hit me janisism)
I’m gonna look like a kid again! :(
Have to get a job with a future and start working towards it.

So happy birthday to me, and my last escapade (for awhile) as a wild bachelor.
The last six months were fun :)

My Jess

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 03:31:18 GMT

My heart can’t take this much more.
I can only take so much.
What am I doing wrong?
Why the fuck am I always the one that gets hurt?
I don’t hurt anyone, I try to be a good person.
I pour my heart & soul, and try to be there for everyone I know.
Why the fuck am I always the one that gets hurt?

I cherished every day and every night we were together. I miss you so so much. I wish I could have taken your pain and bore it upon myself.
You captured and broke my heart.
And although I told you I understand, it hurts so much I cry.

I remember the day we met, back in mid June. I wrote in a diary, and spoke to Tuuli about you. I told her that “a girl has landed in my lap” being the code that I met and liked a girl, you. I was debating with her, saying that for after almost a year and a half I stayed a bachelor and refused to be with anyone because I’d been burned too many times for reason’s that were out of my control, for reasons that apparently had nothing to do with me, but had something to do with them. Seems you too have scarred my heart.
I remember the girls, being Mel, Tuuli and Jezall, told me to let go, to be happy, to love and to look after you, if you were worth every bit that I said you were.
I let myself go. You were worth the pain I feel right now.

I’ll miss running my fingers through your hair, I’ll miss your special smile, holding your hand, your soft touch, your soft lips. I’ll even miss you beating me up in bed.
At this point of time, I hope you’ll find me again one day, and hope we’ll be together again. But that is beyond my control, beyond my reach. I miss you.
All I ever wanted for you was to be happy with me, and I hope I did. I hope you never forget me, as I will never ever forget you. You hold a special part of my heart.
I love you and I’ll miss you.

Forever your angel,

Dennis

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 05:27:15 GMT

Finally finished up at 'Gift's of Liquor' on Wednesday with a large grin on my face....yet still in doubt as I'm awaiting what sort of redundancy the 'deemed' is owing.
Measures can be taken though.

So I went home, had a nap due to exhaustion, then went back into the city for drinks. Got pretty trashed. Loved it considering at the back of my inebriated brain, I still remembered "I don't have to work there tomorrow....or ever again!"

Yesterday I woke up with a hangover which continued on until I went to the Glenroy Hotel for trivia with drnick & digital_sunrise and had that first drink.

Seems I won't be gong out everyday/night for the next 2 weeks as I've already been contracted for a new job which interests me. As of Monday, if I want the job, I'm setting up a new bottle shop in Walsh Bay. What grabs my attention to this job is the challenge. I've run and organised an establishment that was already set up and had it's own unique market, but never created one.
So most likely I'll take the contract for a few days work a week, until the summer comes where I decide where to go for a real LONG holiday.

Don't know what I'm doing tonight, but I presume I'll be tanked as it's the first Friday I've had off, besides annual leave, in 5 years......

Party on.

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 18:13:29 GMT

Part of my world collapsed around me today.

As of the 1st September, the bottle shop I work in will be closed……. FOREVER!!!
So I’ll be unemployed for the first time in 5 years, but at least I’ll get some form of a break. My dilemma is to whether find new work immediately and continue to save, or take time off until January, which I was planning anyway, but was looking to leave in December.
A few people have approached me and asked if I wanted work. One as a bartender the other a security guard of all things. I declined both, but the bartender job sounds like fun. My ex has already started telling me “I told you this would happen!” and is pushing for me to get a job back in the accounting field……BUT I REALLY DON’T WANT TO DO ACCOUNTING AGAIN despite my qualifications. Well at least not this year. Maybe I should temp?

She also said “At least you’ll have time for a real girlfriend now.” She knows me all too well.

The first weekend of September, I’m cutting loose and going out. No one will see or hear from me for at least a fortnight. (Well at least until my little sister's bithday)

So many customers are disappointed that they won’t see their ‘pretty’ bottle shop attendant again....

I’m just glad that I won’t have to put up with the stench and idle threats of the homeless people EVER again!

Short but overdue post

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 19:01:11 GMT

Life is great.....but not perfect.
Since one of our workers was retrenched for mucking about at work, his hours have been divided amongst myself and Shannon, and now I have to work with the owner's best friend, therefore unable to muck around! The shop's going to close anyway. I'm sure people read it in the paper or saw it on the news anyway.

Ive been working my ass off and figured that with what I've saved and with what I've won, I've enough to put down a deposit on my own bachelor pad in the heart of the city. My only reservation is that I am currently NOT on the books and therefore don't have a legitimate job.....so I continue to save (and try to win through gambling.)
And before anyone lectures me on gambling....all I have to say is that I AM disciplined and very much in control. So much in control that I calculated around $5,000 positive since around the end of April, and still in positives prior to that.

I got a new tat! It's an oriental snake encircling my Year of the Horse Symbol.

Someone won the badge draw at the Townie last week........

Siouxsie got me pulled over last week. Apparently she has a loud muffler and requires a decibal test.

Mel moves out on Saturday. Although I don't see her much at all, I'm really going to miss her. I remember the times when we were growing up together, and I'd hide behind her door in the dar and jump out and scare her. Or when we were really young, and she wouldn't shut up when I was trying to get to sleep, so I'd tell her that I heard something outside and that it might be a burglar so she should shut up and not make any noise...... Hehe. No wonder she became a psychologist! So my baby sis has grown up and I'm REALLY proud of her. Need to buy her a DVD player and TV for her house, and maybe an electric blanky for this winter.....

Seems there's a girl in town that has finally landed in my lap. After trying to purposely stay single and have fun, I think the 'romantic' in me has changed my mind. But then again the 'bachelor' in me is kicking and telling me to stay put. I'm sure antimagnanimity is going to give her two cent.

I think I need to start going out more again.
I miss alot of the crew, and I'm sorry I don't see them much.
I hope they know that I'm still always here for them and always will be.

I need a long holiday.
No rest for the wicked.

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 04:33:22 GMT

Been awhile, probably coz there was not much for me to update about.
On thursday after a long shift I went to Batcave at 77 to see many a trashed friend in there. I had to play catch ups......thing I went too fast coz by 3 I was maggot and left to crash for 12 hours.

Good Friday there was a houseparty in the city, 80 full 700ml bottles of assorted alcohol and 5 cases of beer, and very thirsty people considering all bottle shops were closed, namely my one.
I drank...and drank.... and almost passed out but ended up getting molested by strippers. Work was interesting the next day.....

Saturday worked another 12 hour shift, then another big one on Sunday.

Monday was work, but I had a dinner and drink date with my Sarah. She came back from QLD after a 3 month modelling stint. And after many a drink, she told me that Trumps modelling agency has chosen her to go to New York in May for another 3 months.....I don't know if it was pissed talk or the truth, all I could do was smile. I then passed out on my friends couch....thought it wise NOT to drive on the double demerit weekend, and caught a $50 cab ride home.

Now I have to go get my car!!!!

drnick plays his first gig at Club Blink this Friday 1st April with Art Imitates Crime.
Maybe I'll see you there......
It's been awhile since I've been to Blink......

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 03:47:32 GMT

Another week of working misery has passed.
I ended up fixing the tv the only way I knew how to, by thumping and swearing obscenities at it.
Hey...it worked!

Was supposed to go to the Landsdowne to see AW, but didn't receive any call or messages to let me know what was going on until after the gig.
And by that time I was yearning for a bed.
So didn't meet up with my crew even though I really wanted to catch up.

Was also supposed to go to Neotokyo. My friend James wanted to introduce me to his mate Anthony (DJ Hellraiser) but again, too tired. Was also supposed to 'crane my neck' towards digital_sunrise, sgtd, wirefrog and zotty.
Sorry guys.

This weekend looks like a venture down to Kings Street Wharf to go to saydan's farewell and not a whole lot more.

Take care guys.

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 03:24:43 GMT

My tv died today.
After 9 long years of entertaining me, I've decided to discard my beloved Telefunken, and move on.....to a Sony (hopefully plasma) if it fits on my cabinet, and only if my DVD collection permits it.
They're a stubborn bunch.

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 17:11:29 GMT

Working over 60 hours a week hurts.....especially with no penalty rates.
Mardi Gras was an interesting night. Worked all day and night, and within 15 hours I had sold over 12,000 worth of stock, had 3 guys attempt to invite me to drinks after I finished work, and a few young girls also attempting to coerce me into going to some 'barely over 18's' party. Unfortunately during a rush, one of the customers who has been trying to get me to go out with her for drinks, used the fact that I was concentrating purely on the shop, and I accidentally said yes to a 'date' either tomorrow (Thursday) or next Thursday. Not entirely sure what I agreed upon. The trouble I get into. After work I locked up the shop, played the pokies and drank lots out of boredom and frustration and went home to sleep. And NO....I didn't lose any money on the pokies.

This week has just been as bad. Had to throw out a young drunk guy who thought it would be funny to abuse customers as I would not serve him alcohol. He seemed to think it was a 'personal' attack at him, so as I was about to duck a swing he was about to make at my head, his friend grabbed him and threw him upstairs saying "What are you doing? That guy could have killed you! He's Asian." I didn't know whether to laugh or chase the guy for ticking me off!

Looks like I'm out of action for the next 2 - 3 weeks, and by then it will be Easter, meaning more work.
I'd like to catch up with so many people that I rarely see now. Have to make time to speak to close family too, as I'm weighing the options of either travelling to Europe within the next 6 months.....or purchasing property. I'd like to move up to Surfer's for a year or two, but I know I'll miss Sydney.

Time for bed.

Goodnight!!

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 05:47:00 GMT

Still alive, but exhausted and with the flu again.
Surfer's began with a trip to the beach, drinking at lunch, napping, drinking at dinner and then drinking at a club called "Drinks." I was really tired that but ended up with a boost of enthusiasm when a pretty girl asks me to dance with her coz I'm a fairly good dancer. After several litres of vodka, Corona and Jameson's I crashed on the couch as I didn't make it to the bed.

Next day (Thursday) woke up with a monstrous headache, but ended up going to the beach which helped wake me up and give me a chance to get a tan. Lunch....drinks....dinner...drinks, then ended up going to meet Jesse from "Sweet Decay" over at Surfer's equivalent of Blink, "The Party."
Jesse destroyed me. "Here Den, have a shot of tequilla...and another...and another 5. Have a Corona...better yet have 10 coz I know the boss here and they're free." His girlfriend Louise and her friend Barbara then continued Jesse's fine work of getting me drunk and easily manipulated by making have QF's with them at the bar....much to the amusement of my friend's that tagged along. Tough choice when asked to go dance with cute girls or sway at the bar with friends....... Jesse then took me to the club "Elsewhere" where in true Den fashion, passed out on the couch, woke up when someone groped my leg, danced again, then crashed out.

Note. When hungover and still slightly drunk, make sure you lock the bathroom door, and make sure your friend's and the girl's they've chatted up the previus night do not get a hold of a camera and take photos of you naked in the shower.
Friday, the rest of our friends turned up and the same routine occurred....breakfast, beach, lunch, alcohol, possible nap, dinner, alcohol and going out. Ended up at "Melbas" where I danced on podiums only to be recognised by people from Sydney, and then to "Shooters" where I knocked back too many Jameson's, vodka and tequilla shots to realise that a fight was about to occur right in front of me. So we left dragging one of our friends who was adamant on smashing a glass over a guys head back home. Ended up our friend did nothing wrong yet was attacked coz he was tall and drunk and "looked" like a guy that would do the act that caused the dispute.

Saturday, same routine hence my burnt shoulders, new tan, and recovering liver, went to "Drinks" where apparently the security guards bashed a person there for causing trouble, and danced/drank the night away being extremely paranoid of Asian girls pinching me, and extremely paranoid that someone may take another photo of me naked in the morning again.

Sunday we recovered at the beach from 12 - 5pm and had a great day of just being idiots and almost drownign coz of the great waves, hence strong rips. Ended up at "Drinks" and "Shooters" again.....ended up hungover again the following morning to hear three of the guys shouting and laughing at each other coz they missed their flight in the morning, but checked their ticket and discovered the flight was actually an hour later than they thought it was and would have made it.
We laughed....then what happens to us...we miss our flight by 5 mins and Jetstar won't let us check in, which is reasonable as it states so on the ticket. The worst part was rebooking another flight through Virgin, discover that Melbourne Airport is closed due to gas leak and having it announced that our flight was cancelled 10 mins before checking in.
We ended up having to catch a cab from Coolangatta Airport, all the way back to Brisbane ($170) and catching a plane via QANTAS, just to get home. Yeah, we were desperate to come home.
Drinking and going to the beach has continued up until today. Last night was Velvet Revolver at the Hordern (THANKS TUULI!!!!) which was a birthday present, where after a few drinks, felt sick and sore, and now I have the flu.

Let's hope I get well before tomorrow night. I still have the weekend left until it's back to 60hrs plus in working every week for the next 3 weeks......

Take care everyone!!!

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 08:35:08 GMT

Back home.
Just woke up not too long ago to eat.
Gonna crash again soon.
Still sweating out alcohol from clubbing every night, and putting cream stuff on my shoulders the soothe the burns received from swimming at the beach every day.
Will update properly later when my vision returns.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 06:22:12 GMT

Been detoxing since day after New Years Day....both money and liver so next few weeks should be interesting.
Big Day Out coming this Wednesday......gonna rock if I remember it.
Several birthdays.......INCLUDING MINE.....coming up in the next 4 weeks.

My boys, Anxiety Whispers, playing on my actual birthday, Sunday February 13th at the Gaelic club with fellow mates Head-Cage. Again......hopefully I remember the week/weekend as I am taking leave from work and heading up to Surfers for a bit of R & R *coughs* and want to go Wet & WIld and bungee jumping again.
Then heading back home, and most possibly down to Melbourne with AW to play at Goo.

In other news, I was a little disappointed to say the least to discover that people have been talking to my sister about me behind my back. Lack of trust. Lack of faith. There was no need for her to stress coz there was nothing to stress about.
Do you know how it feels to see your sister cry in front onf you over nothing?
Anyway, I'm over it NOW.... I just wished people knew that I was raised to be disciplined.

Spoke to an old friend when I was unexpectedly handed a mobile phone the other day. Brought back hurtful memories, yet happy ones to.
To think 10 years ago we were so close, 8 1/2 years ago I watched you walk down the aisle and cried in pain, and now I speak to you, happy to hear that you've had your second child.......just unhappy you didn't call her Denise!

On a different note, remind me to find a Valentine's before my birthday that ISN'T Irish and wants me to help her conceive half-asian babies (with the golden ring on the correct finger of course) or isn't UNDER 18 and wondering why I haven't called her.

I wish I was on holiday now.

Take care people

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 03:15:23 GMT

Serious post to follow within the next few days.

Won $3,000 at the Star Hotel last night.
Won $5,000 on Powertball EXACTLY 11 months previously.....and $5,000 probably 4 months ago.
At this rate I won't have to work for a year!!!!

Xmas and New Years Eve

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 13:38:40 GMT

It's been a crazy fortnight.
And I've slept very little in between work and social.
From the Anxiety Whispers gig at the Kings Cross Hotel, to a bucks night, to a friends birthday, I think I've drank several kegs of scotch and Irish whiskey...and yes I'm still going till new years.

AW gig went off....as usual.....who's city is this? Who supports who you ask?
From there.....tipsy and tired of course, went to my friends bucks night.
You know it's wrong when you're equally as smashed as the groom to be...and end up playing black jack and walking away ALOT richer...and I mean alot.

Friends birthday this weekend was equally debaucherous. Walked away with several pinches on my ass, and a girl walking away with my phone number who now SMS's and emails me everyday (from what little memory I had she was cute...I hope...)

And here I am...already clocking 28 hours of work and it's only Tuesday.
I'm going to be a happy chappy come Xmas Eve and New Years Eve......

Anyway, the purpose of this entry is to notify LJ and friends of LJer's......

DO NOT COME INTO THE STORE ON NEW YEARS EVE AND EXPECT 'MATES' RATES.
YOU DON'T KNOW ME...AND I'M NOT THE MANAGER OF ANXIETY WHISPERS.

My boss and his friends will be there the whole time, and despite wanting to help you guys..it will be impossible.

But I'll compensate by getting you smashed at the gig......*wink wink see you at the gig*

Going to be a messy weekend......well I intend it to be.
My last new years before my plans start rolling....and then there will be no Den whatsoever.......

Goodnight everyone!
Going to watch DVD's.....
I love DVD's.....

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 12:44:20 GMT

I hate being sick.
Ever since the weather changed from extreme hot to shriveled penis weather, I've been sick as a dog!
AND I had to work coz one of the boys went to QLD!
So I didn't go out ALL weekend or even to Meat Tray Monday coz my body just screamed sleep.
Another reason why I didn't go out was because I was dead broke.
Yes. DEAD broke. Not even any money to fill the money clip!
So broke I couldn't pick up my car from my friend's place which I left there on Friday, until Tuesday...so broke that when a friend asked me a favour to courier a packet of Winfield blues to him whilst at work, I asked another friend to drive me into work so I could get a packet for him on loan!

And before people like Tuuli, drnick or digital_sunrise start barking at me and threatening physical violence (even though I'd kick ALL your asses) let me explain.

I'm only broke coz I transferred a 5 figure amount into another account so I wouldn't touch it. Now that, is either Europe money or new car money......at this stage Europe unless a REALLY nice and affordable car *cough BMW 325 Coupe* drops onto my lap....

Today I almost punched a lady in the face at work.
Retail hey? I hate bitchy customers....especially one that is drunk, refused alcohol, and decides to push/throw my cigar cabinet on the counter at my work colleague and I!
It hit him, then hit my funny bone and smashed.
I stood there, and turned red.
And not "Hey look, Den is drunk" red either.
My work colleague on the other hand snapped and chased her upstairs and grabbed her, but she slipped out and ran away.
Cops came, but even if they found her, how do you charge a homeless? Is it worth it?

This week, Anxiety Whispers at the Kings Cross Hotel on Saturday 11th.
Be there, coz then I get paid more............I mean, I would really like to see ALL my LJ friends coz I've been out of action for awhile and won't be around till NYE.

Take care everyone.

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 03:45:25 GMT

Quick update coz I have to go to work

- Got into trouble for kissing a girl at the shop coz she wanted a birthday kiss from me (how can I deny a cute girl?) Little did I know I was being used as a scapegoat to piss off her b/f

- Bought the new Nokia 6260 yesterday coz I felt like a new toy. I like toys.

- Going to Blink and 77 (depending on digital_sunrise ) but have to end up at Blink coz MY LITTLE BROTHER IS GOING OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER NOW THAT HE'S 18. And yes I am going to get him hell smashed along with anyone else that dares to say "hello" to me.

- Saturday is digital_sunrise's housewarming......but I have a date that night too (please don't hurt me, I'm fragile :)

- Sunday is work

- Monday is shopping to complete Christmas presents...and apparently new clothes for me that have a little more colour than what I wear now.

Have a good weekend!

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 14:26:28 GMT

I drop over to my friend's house tonight to say hello and stuff.
He lives on Walker St in Redfern. For those of you that don't know, Walker St Redfern is BAD.
I look out the window as I heard a commotion, and was praying they weren't thgrowing rocks at Siouxsie or something....to see a guy king hit another guy from the back, then stomp on his head and ribs at least 3 times and then bolt.
I've seen both the people involved, and know they're friends.
Apparently the fight errupted over a girl, and possibly something else illegal, as the guys mates checked on him, and then they all split too.
The ambulance is immediately called, and they took close to 20 mins to get there due to the reputation of the street.
The kids head was split open from his eye (exterior and interior) to his ear.

Not something you want to see after eating 1 1/2 large pizza's from James Dean....

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 17:02:35 GMT

Hungover.
The one word that describes my weekend, that begun on Thursday.
On Thursday we went to the Madison Hotel and began drinking after I finished work. Didn't have too many drinks, but enough.
Friday I woke up with a slight headache, pack my bags and check in to the Oak Maestri hotel in the city and then head straight to work. Work was long and I had the shits with stupid customers...nothing unusual in my life.
Went back the hotel to find 4 of Mick's mates, as it was his hotel for his birthday weekend, and about 10 - 15 girls giggling a stuff.
Fuck that.
I crack open the Jamesons and drink half of it before Marcii and Tuuli arrive. We then head off the the Orient ....to drink more....and they make me dance to R & B shit and egg me on to attempt to pick up....and I would have if my 'standards' radar didn't start flashing and bleeping, but that could have been the alcohol. It's like 2.00am...early by my standards, so we head over to Plastic for some "doof doof" where I get more into the mood, and buy more alcohol, and decide to play with the local ravers and cut loose on the podiums and dance floor. I then go back to the hotel and need to polish off the rest of the Jameson's and then crash.

Go to work on Saturday, hungover and still drunk.......so drunk that I passed out on the counter.....

Finish work, go the hotel, crack open the Johnnie Walker Blue for a celebratory glass and then head off to the docks at Darling Harbour, but they wouldn't let us in....so Mick tells everyone to go to Rogues. Picture this. Twenty Turkish guys in an R & B club, and one good looking Asian guy in the middle of them. Hehe.
Go to the techno level and drink.....and drink...and drink...then dance again. Back to the hotel....polish off half a Johnnie Black.
Work Sunday, in the most foulest, hungover mood I have ever been and snap at the most basic questions anyone asks me. Go back to the hotel, and have a tequilla shot. I hate tequilla. Then met up with Candice for drinks at the local, then back to the hotel to finish the Johnnie Black and CRASH at around 5.00.
Checkout at 11, drive home, crash and then woken up to a pounding noise, and realise I have to meet the crew at the Townnie.

I didn't drink one alcoholic drink today......
I think I've got enough alcohol in me to last several months just this weekend.

Hey, at least the hangover was caused by expensive alcoholic beverages....
Tell next time.
Goodnight!!!

And yes, I can't sleep coz my body clock is fucked sideways from this weekend.

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 12:39:44 GMT

Been a very long time since I've been on LJ.....lack of time me thinks....that AND fitting in my excessive social life keeps me away from my computer.
So what's been happening? Does anyone care?
I've been working only 5 days a week but still clocking over 40 hours a week of work.
Been going out every weekend and even some weeknights due to boredom.
Last weekend my boys, Anxiety Whispers, were in Queensland so I Friday night I went out with the work boys and had a few drinks....that lead to a few more....that lead to me getting home at 6am trashed but content.
Saturday went to Blink with drnick, jomox, Jezall, Mel and Dave. Left early as a certain event that involved a gun being pointed at someone's head in attempt to roll that person occurred, so thought it wise to get that person home.
Sunday night was work, then met up with Candice for a few drinks and a chat then home.
Monday went to ozgenre's for the Wrestling.
Tuesday went to the Myer sale in the city and bought Christmas presents for the family and new toys for me.
I like toys.
So far got a DVD player for my brother, fancy landline phone for mum, possibly a new tv for dad, and some Estee Lauder pack for Mel.
The rest of this week I'll be working.
What I'm afraid of though is the weekend, as it is one of my workmates birthday CELEBRATION, as he's been fasting for ages due to religious beliefs, so we've hired the Oak Maestri hotel right near work, possibly the Verandah bar, and it looks like it's continuous alcohol consumption from Thursday night till Monday morning. Yeah. Scary.
So Den's out of action this weekend....and probably a few days after

Not long till Christmas and New Year's.
So who's coming to the Metro for the Anxiety Whispers gig on NYE?
For those coming.....PREPARE TO GET DRUNK DRUNK. Not just drunk......drunk drunk.
When I finish work that night, I'll be moody from thousands of people coming through the shop and pissing me off, so I'll be seeking out targets to get wasted with me, and possibly other's that pass by depending on how many bottles of alcohol I can get from work to distribute.
I'm sure Marcii will help me out.
Nick's gonna cop it bad.

Hope everyone's well.
Take care people.

I need a full-time nurse.....

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 14:33:48 GMT

I really do.
Seems I always get sick after working all week, drinking all week EXCEPT FOR ONE DAY, and I always get sick the day after I don't drink
Weird, I know.... must be a sign for me to drink all the time.

No feedback from the smash repairs on my Siouxsie yet....but I'm sure she's in good hands.

I only had yesterday off from almost 2 weeks straight of working, and I spent that with my mother coz it was her birthday. Bought her Lancome and Davidoff Echo perfume, and about $100 worth of Ferrero Rocher's and Baci..... she should know better never to tell me to buy her only 'a box.' I did give her a box of chocolates......just a very large one :)

I was planning on having a quiet one this weekend, but that never happens.....there's always someone out there that asks me to go out with them, and it doesn't take me much to say yes.
(PLEASE DON'T ASK ME TO GO TO DIE DIE MASCHINE digital_sunrise!)
Hehe.

My friend James is DJ'ing on Friday somewhere on Oxford St, then doing a gig in a few weeks at BJ's for some school uniform dance party and has asked me to come along.......
Oh. Shit. Tough question.
Anyway, need chicken noodle soup (smiling/grinning at satans_muse) and need to kick back and rest whilst watching new DVD's I bought.
I vow to exceed ozgenre ...... one day......

Night everyone

BTW. Resident Evil 2 is worth watching AT THE MOVIES.
Don't ruin it like me and buy the DVD......
Milla and some other hot chick that I don't know but kept on looking at......
*drool*

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 19:37:24 GMT

Well the day started off ok on Monday, despite the messiness of the weekend.
Went to Marcii and Tuuli's then off to the Townie.......didn't win money, didn't win alcohol....won a meat tray.
Then tragedy....Siouxsie, my car, had an accident and is now at a depot as she needed to be towed away.
I almost cried.....couldn't sit, and I couldn't stop smoking.

So what does one do then? I go out with the boys, and get REALLY drunk.
What does one do then? I talk to a beautiful blonde, go back to a friend's place.....spend 'time' with her, and here I am at 5.30am with a big grin on my face.

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 13:46:07 GMT

Last week saw another one of my relatives take the plunge and get married.
I discovered that he didn't invite me to his bucks night coz he was scared I'd scar him for life......would I do that? *grin*
Last Friday I went out with my work mates again....hiring the Oak Maestri for the night so we could crash and then go straight to work.
They took me to a place called Wake Up, until they kicked us out....then one of them decided for us to go to Plastic at Rogues or something.
Being a 'virgin' to Rogues I had no idea what to expect.......
I walk in, start dancing as per usual, and two transvestites try to chat me up....which was a wierd, as I was completely wasted and stumbling.
A good thing a nice Russian girl came to my rescue :)
From there I ended up at Inc, then the Casino, then back to the hotel.
Went to a pre-wedding relo bash....quite hungover....quite scattered, and was planning on going ome to crash for the wedding on Sunday, but got talked into going to the Star Bar, Wallaby Bar and Scruffy Murphy's by another cousin, and watch him get drunk and try unsuccessfully to try and chat up girls.

The wedding was awesome.
My oldest cousin. The one that always competes with me, but the one that always looked after me when I was in trouble.
Was SO happy for him......it's been 5 years since my entire family has been together.....except my grandfather, which was a good thing coz I may have killed him in my drunkard state.
Oh yeah......Mel cried.
Hehe.
Went to a local church, and then to the reception at Le Montage over at Leichardt.
Class all the way.
Me being me......got a little wasted, and promised my 8 and 10 year old cousins that I'd dance with them....... to dodgy R & B
It was a good thing I had my dancing shoes on.....
And don't tell anyone, I slipped my other cousin, who I found out is a fucking model in QLD, too many scotches and she felt ill.
Hehe.
This week I have to work all weekend coz of a work dilemma. But I will be at Club 77 tomorrow night to see our crew, Anxiety Whispers, tear up the new club in only a style we can, and of course be there for digital_sunrise and sootica's birthdays.

Going to be another messy weekend I think.

Night!

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 14:11:17 GMT

My computer died.
Hard drive crashed
May lose all my past and possible future financials if the company cannot retrieve the data.
I did however get very drunk this whole weekend!
And optimistic that I will be drunk again this weekend too

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 16:12:58 GMT

So...an angel I thought I had lost to the grandeur world of modelling sent me a letter today.
She said she misses me and wants to catch up....
So there is hope for an untalented bastard like me!
What does one do.....

Need Help!?!

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 07:37:30 GMT

Need help people.
Europe is too big.
I'd like to do it all...but I can't.
Where should I go? I want to go to Greece for the architecture, France for the frog leg's and becuase I want to laugh really hard at the accents, and Italy.
But where else?
Poland for the vodka?
Germany for the goffs?
Slovakia for the girls?
Help